So I have decided to go...... NATURAL!!!

After much deliberation and watch many youtube videos, I have made the decision to grow my hair natural. As we as be attempting to live a healthier life by gods grace starting by loosing some weight. Pictures will be posted.
Stay up my people!!! ^_~

First day of the rest of my life

I have hit rock bottom. My weight is out of contol. I cant believe i let myself get this big. 195 Lbs!!!! That is 5 pounds away from 200!!! Just writing that sounds awful. But the crazy thing is that i didnt realize my weight had gotten this far unil i came home from the mission and everyone started calling my fat and chubby. My own family and supposed friends. I feel beyond low right now. But the only one who can and will if i let him is jesus christ. He is my rock and sheild and and he is strong in my weakness and depression. I have already devised a plan to loose this weight relitively quickly. I start tomorrow morning. 65Lbs to shed! Lord help me. Im so happy its fall my favorite season. By the end of the missoui mission i should be well on my way.

tired

Dear blog,
Evangelism is much harder than i realized earlier. Its not just me out there. Its a team effort. We've had alot of disagreements and arguments but itsall in vain. Its not furthering

Blessed day

Very busy day today! Ministry work since 11 and then wednesday night prayer meeting at 7. Didnt get home till almost 11pm......but i feel so bless!! Thank you jesus for encouraging me and walking with me in my daily walk,,. Thank you for the people you put in my life because i honestly couldnt have done gotten through the day without them. II hope tomorrow is as fruitful. Kiesha

breaking his law

Exodus 20:8-11"remember the sabbath day to keep it holy. Six days shalt thou do all thy work, but the seventh day is the sabbath of the lord thy God. In it thou shalt not do any work. Thou nor thy sons,nor thy daughters, nor thy man servant, nor thy maid servant, nor cattle nor thy stranger that is within thy gates. For in six days the lord made heaven and earth, the sea and all that is in it and rested the seventh day,wherefore the lord blessed the sabbath day, and hallowed it." This is what the lord wants us to remember. This is his law that is broken everyday. Even I, who God has givin just abouts of light to, have fallen short of keeping this sacred law. Today started off as a blessed day and remained a blessed day till the end. The only thing that was wrong about this day is me. I have not kept this say holy like it should be be every week. Thinking about whats on my computer screen rather than thinking about whats going to plaease my Father was my first mkistake. And being lazy was my downfall. My lazyness has kept me from alot of time spent with the Lord in his word. Satan I rebuke you. Get thee back. I pray that the Lord point out my faults so that i might alow them to die with self and let Jesus life in me and through me. Teach me how to pray oh Lord. Not for my wants, or needs but for others above myself. I pray for a Christ like mind and heart so that my body can folow close behind. I ask all these things in Jesus name, Amen

Another day...

Today was another one of those boring days. Iactually got up and cleaned thought. Thought i was going to bible study, my mom changed her mind and so i spent the whole day in the house...agian. I need to replace my spacebar key rubber cup spring. Its getting on my nerves. Anyway chao for now

*Double Kisses*

Giving up on faith

So, I'm in a ministry. I feel that God has called me to do this full time instead of going to the school i have been trying to go to for three years. So i decided to step out on faith and be a full time evangelist. So last Monday I quit my job at walmart because its necessary to devote all my time to the ministry plus, we would be leaving not too long from now to a different state. And all this week and last week, the devil was really trying me. I wasn't in my bible, i was on the computer and in bed most of the day. I was bored out of my mind. I was having so many doubts in my mind about this whole thing i did and thinking that it was probably a bad idea. I still am but today we finally got word from our pastor. He was out of town trying to get us a grant for the ministry. And we got it! I feel sad for doubting my God and not trusting that he would see us through. I'm still not 100% on if this is what I should be doing, but my faith is growing stronger day by day.